I'm not equipped to give a professional critique on 'hotomanipulations' and such, but I do know what I like. I really, really like it! The title that you've chosen is fitting. Consider this...
As artists, each one of us strives for recognition as an individual. So, it is inevitable that at some point, each of us wll experience some degree of narcissism. One has to love one's self at least a little in order to be comfortable showing a creation. By the same token, each one of us presents something: a message that is not always conveyed by using 'spoken word' alone. From that standpoint, a person could argue that 80% of what we create is for the benefit of others. We attempt to achieve the opposite of nacissism. That is what makes the idea of this piece so delicious. Here, you personify both ends of your personal spectrum of desires. One end, which is perfectly enraptured by your own state of being; and the other, which is shocked to see that you are capable of such self-absorbtion in a world that MUST be shared with others in order for you to be happy. Well done.
Now, I don't know if you meant ANY of that stuff, but just know that your work can be appreciated by philosophers and photographers alike! Holla
Thank you so much for the very detailing comment, I have to give you the awars for the longest comment, so here and I didn't personally mean all of that, but it's nice to know that my art is getting other people thinking, so thank you very much for the fav and the wonderful comment